Becoming Adults

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“I love child things because there is so much mystery when you’re a child. When you’re a child, something as simple as a tree doesn’t make sense. You see it in the distance and it looks small, but as you go closer, it seems to grow – you haven’t got a handle on the rules when you’re a child. We think we understand the rules when we become adults but what we really experienced is a narrowing of imagination.”

                   – David Lynch

Stop Believing…

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You have to stop believing that you need other people’s permission to be okay with yourself. That however you do or don’t align with what other people value determines your worth. That however the world does or doesn’t show you kindness is a direct reflection of how much you deserve it. You have to be kind to yourself. Even, and probably most especially, when it seems least deserved.

Aside

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Anonymous asked: 11, 16, 22, & 53

11. are you listening to music right now?
Yes, Everlasting Arms by Vampire Weekend; I have been singing it all day long.

 

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?
Of course; I feel as if we all have done this at some point. But I guess, my whole life I struggled with telling people how I felt, whether it’s about me or about them. I can write about it, always. But finding the actual words to spill from my mouth are difficult unless I feel one hundred and fifty percent comfortable with you.

 

22. description of a crush.
hmm, my crush would have to be someone who knows, relatively, who they are and is not at all afraid to show it off. I like when people are weird. Weird and intelligent, that’s sexy to me. Also, someone who enjoys being outside at any hour of the day; someone who is fond of music and has passion for something. And if they can make me laugh…they can make me do anything.

 

53. 5 things that make you happy
one. sunflowers
two. the smell of the morning
three. feeling exhausted at night, when your body feels like its sinking into your bed
four. photography; especially when you know you got the perfect shot
five. the horse 

Open Book

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I stole this from my big sissy;
so start asking away because I want to hear from you all 

1. selfie
2. what would you name your future kids?
3. do you miss anyone?
4. what are you looking forward to?
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?
7. what was your life like last year?
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?
9. who did you last see in person?
10. are you good at hiding your feelings?
11. are you listening to music right now?
12. what is something you want right now?
13. how do you feel right now?
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?
15. personality description
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?
17. opinion on insecurities.
18. do you miss how things were a year ago?
19. have you ever been to New York?
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?
21. age and birthday?
22. description of crush.
23. fear(s)
24. height
25. role model
26. idol(s)
27. things i hate
28. i’ll love you if…
29. favourite film(s)
30. favourite tv show(s)
31. 3 random facts
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?
33. something you want to learn
34. most embarrassing moment
35. favourite subject
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
37. favourite actor/actress
38. favourite comedian(s)
39. favourite sport(s)
40. favourite memory
41. relationship status
42. favourite book(s)
43. favourite song ever
44. age you get mistaken for
45. how you found out about your idol
46. what my last text message says
47. turn ons
48. turn offs
49. where i want to be right now
50. favourite picture of your idol
51. star sign
52. something i’m talented at
53. 5 things that make me happy
54. something thats worrying me at the moment
55. tumblr friends
56. favourite food(s)
57. favourite animal(s)
58. description of my best friend
59. why i joined tumblr
60. ask me anything you want

 

things to improve on:

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realizing when I am in too deep; yep…happens far too often

sitting still; call me a child but I nearly crawl out of my skin when I am sick and someone tells me to stay in bed.

talking on the telephone; unless you are my mother or my sister, good luck getting me to pick up the phone and give you a ring. I just don’t like it for some odd reason.

telling stories; ever since I was in my riding accident in high school and went through severe head trauma, I feel as if I suck at telling stories. I am not sure if this is a personal insecurity and is just stuck in my head or if everyone thinks this.